So...for those who care, and/or have been keeping up.....
I spoke to CB today. And to sum it all up...my heart and head are in a VERY good state right now.
It's the first step (baby steps, I might add), but I honestly didn't realize I needed to hear certain things from him, until I heard them come out of his mouth..... Apologies. Acknowledgment of the errors that were made...I feel like our friendship, as strong as it was even before we began dating, is something that is real, and pure. And even though we didn't work out as a couple, that friendship is something I feel is worth salvaging and repairing. So that's all I'll go into for now, but yeah... The only way I can describe is like being stuck in a ditch, and finally having your car pushed out so that you can get to where you need & want to be. ♥
♥At a Glance...♥
30 Day Challenge A HOT Ass Mess Adam Rodriguez Alicia Keys Angelina Jolie Anthony David Attention Whores Babies BabyMamas Baduisms Barack Obama BestFriends Beyonce Birthday Black People Blogging Boys II Men C.R.E.A.M. CB Christina Aguilera CM Coltrane Criminal Minds CSI Daddy Darfur Death Dreams Eric Dane family Fashion FB Fierce Food Gabourey Sidibe Genocide Grey's Anatomy Hair Haters Health Hello Kitty Hill Harper Hip-Hop Hollywood I Love It I Should Cut You I'm Over it Idris Elba India.Arie issues Jay-Z Jhene Aiko JillyFromPhilly John Legend Kanye Kelis Keyshia Cole KFC Kids these Days Lame Lauryn Hill LBGT Leela James Lil' Boosie Love Love and Ish LoveThoseLyrics Marriage Marsha Ambrosius Michael Ealy Michael Jackson Michelle Obama Mommy Money music Mya Natural Hair Ne-Yo New Year Ninjas Oh You Mad? Old People On That Stuff Paramore Please Stop Priscilla Renea Psychology Racism Raheem DeVaughn Relationships Religion Resolutions Rihanna Road Rage Chronicles Sail Out Save the Music School Slutbuckets SMH So Wavy Soulmates Soundtracks Spotlight Stalkers Stereotypes Steve Harvey STFU Survey SWV Takers Talib Kweli Television TheDream Thieves Trina Twitter Wale Wasted whack music Where's your mama? White people Willie Lynch Letter Woah...Come Again? Women Work